Things in my life....

1. we had that big ole talk about the new "la otra" and we all came to the ignoring conclusion because I hate being in relationships where all there is is take take take and no give.

2. I am hurting inside. I feel like someone put a blender in my and pressed liquefy. I am so nervous because he and I are fighting again because of our different personalities mostly tipped off from the fact that I bought some stuff by where my sister lives and asked him if he could help me pick it up. I am scared that I am becoming a burden on him and he feels like I am always relying on him and stuff... we are on a break right now. I really need you guys right now. can you I come over tomorrow. I just need hugs. I don't want to lose him and he doesnt want to lose me but he says he wants to get focused on school first because he starts on wednesday. I am only human...